I am somewhat overwhelmed emotionally

Good morning. On this May 11, 2014 I am somewhat overwhelmed emotionally. As a child of God I do not like feeling like I do inside. I can't really say with the issue really is that's going on inside me. I think it's a combination of what's happening at work and just financially and where my life is going and sometimes I don't think I measure up. As I look back in my life even as a child didn't really have much friends I was always bullied and this has had a significant impact in my life. The past is the past yes and there's nothing I can do about it.
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I have recently found God and have felt overwhelmed & reborn. However over the last few weeks I have struggled to get to church and I can feel my feelings of euphoria subsiding. I am also concerned that when I go to church my church elders only go on a bout giving money and not much else. I need to learn more about the bible & Jesus, not just made to feel guilty for not giving enough. I am on the verge of either following Jesus completely or falling away.

Sometimes I wonder why things happen the way they did. In fact that I also have parents that loved me without a doubt. However, there was always a lot of alcohol in my family. I had the best father anybody can really ask. There were times he drank so much that it had a deep effect on me. It really never ever affected his job, but most days he had to have a drink. I don't want to suffer in silence, but usually nobody I can talk to, accept my heavenly father.

Originally from : http://christianity.net.au/questions/keep-going-christian
I have recently found God and have felt overwhelmed & reborn. However over the last few weeks I have struggled to get to church and I can feel my feelings of euphoria subsiding. I am also concerned that when I go to church my church elders only go on a bout giving money and not much else. I need to learn more about the bible & Jesus, not just made to feel guilty for not giving enough. I am on the verge of either following Jesus completely or falling away.

Today Lord I ask you to help me with this pain in my heart I ask you God to mend the emptiness, heart ache, depression and the overwhelming feeling that I'm experiencing. There's nothing that's impossible with you God and I know it. Let me be what you want me to be today God and let me be the person I can be. I pray that no fear of rejection or a past experience of maybe failure would hinder me from becoming a man of God that you would have me to be. I know it's in the shared see that you love me like nobody else has or is capable of giving me what I need. What I need today can only come from you and a personal relationship with you, like I never ever have ever experience.

Originally from : http://christiananswers.net/q-acb/acb-f001.html
Depression has been called the “common cold” of mental disorders, and one source estimates that it disrupts the lives of 30 to 40 million Americans. [4]

Depression is too complicated to solve with a single pat answer. Gary Collins, inChristian Counseling: A Comprehensive Guide(Dallas: Word, 1988), lists seven major categories of causes for depression,[1] and six major approaches to treating it. Each one has multiple options within each category. In addition, people use the word “depression” to cover everything from disappointment over losing a baseball game to the terrifying gloom that drives people to suicide

Originally from : http://www.psychotherapy.net/article/healing-trauma-somatic

Suzanne begins to tell me about a recent conflict she experienced at work with a male co-worker. As she describes the situation, she cries easily but not comfortably, trying to hold back the tears. When she does begin to cry, she holds her breath and squints her eyes tightly, as if trying to squeeze the tears back into her eyes. She swallows repeatedly and her shoulders tighten even more. She’s working hard to keep the emotions in check. At one point in her description, she chastises herself for being so reactive. “I should be able to handle these types of situations,” she says. “Instead, when there’s conflict, I get totally emotional. Even though my mind is racing with thoughts, I can’t do or say anything. I feel paralyzed. I don’t act like a competent professional. I just sit there and cry like a little girl.”

She looks down, rounds her shoulders, and holds her breath. I listen to her words and make a note of how she describes her experience, but I am especially paying attention to what her body is telling me
As I listen to her, I’m receiving a lot of information about her by paying attention to my own bodily experience. I feel a little breathless and pulled upward in my own body—I need to keep reminding myself to breathe, soften my belly, and feel my feet and pelvis.

 

Lord today again the past is the past there's nothing I can do about. I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired and truly want deliverance. The enemy has no power over me and I choose this day to speak your word over my life and my future only comes from her personal relationship with you in your son Jesus Christ. Your word says you sent your word and healed them and today I claim my mind, body and entire being is delivered and healed by the stripes to Jesus Christ I am healed.